1. |
Towering Tree
06:06
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I was born in a hospital where the children all sang until the bleachers got full
I was raised in a postcard town where the people force smiles can’t get lost in crowds
I was told about a virtuous life where possessions don’t matter but you’ll never have a wife
I was scolded by authority at a very young age they just snapped at me
And honestly, I’ve thought of living in a towering tree
Where there’s no billboards and no press disease
No silly Gods that are forced upon me
And I’d pledge to tend to it so passionately
Despite the army that would condescend me
Despite the army that would
Never mind you sit down and eat your food
And thank the man that smiles and serves it to you
I am guided by autonomous force pulls me further, ever further from the trodden course
I will grieve for the working folk who punch in and punch out without a passion or a hope
I have trouble seeing truth in laws when the biggest perpetrator is their own damn flaws
I won’t settle for an academic plan I can educate myself with any knowledge I demand.
And honestly, I’ve thought of living in a towering tree
Where there’s no pressure and no time disease
Where things unravel at the speed that they please
And I’d pledge to tend to it so passionately
Despite the army that would grab at my feet
Despite the army that would
Never mind you sit down and watch TV
And laugh and clap in sync with the canned jury
I will stand for the mentally declined when the others turn their head and then they feel just fine
I’m a victim of appearances wanna shatter every mirror before they poison my kids
I was tamed by a nameless girl in an orphanage where the taps don’t work
I’m not looking for a helping hand need a whole body to mend this man
And honestly, I’ve thought of living in a towering tree
Where there’s no structure and no label disease
Where life is governed by the afternoon breeze
And I’d pledge to tend to it so passionately
Despite the army that would secretly envy me
Never mind you sit down and show respect
And don’t expect reciprocated respect.
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2. |
A Sharp Minor Suicide
04:03
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When your goals are all annulled
Only then will you amply fall
Upon the bed that the weathered share
It's kept unmade
Try to make it if you dare
Other than the kettle
And a well stirred song
When you awake
Don't put anything on
What's your role in the circus?
Are you beloved by the throng?
Do you feel that it matters?
Do you need to feel strong?
Dis-guise
And fall into arms
You were completed
The day you were born
Dis-guise
And fall into arms
Remove your face!
When the kettle comes to a boil
Visit the grave of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
State your case, State you'll take it unsolved
Mock his moustache if he questions your resolve
Other than the stonework
And the humour of a name
Behind the gates of the graveyard
Every body is the same
What's your role in the circus?
Are you ahead in the game?
Do you feel that it matters?
Do you understand your aim?
Dis-guise
And fall into arms
You were completed
The day you were born
Dis-guise
And fall into arms
Remove your face!
Have you heard of T.J.?
Who spoke out for the slaves?
Who's shoes were polished?
As he'd toiled to save the day?
When the creditors came
looking for their pay
He threw a yardsale
With a human flesh display
And all the good folk came!
It's true the bed gets hard and full
There is temptation in glory's pull
Don't mistake you can rest elsewhere
Just be conscience of the guise that you wear
Other than the kettle
And a well-stirred song
When you awake
Don't put anything on
What's your role in the circus?
Are you beloved by the mob?
Do you feel that it matters?
Do you ever feel wrong?
Dis-guise
And fall into arms
Your duty's finished
The day they are born
Dis-guise
and fall into arms
Remove your face!
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3. |
Oh My^5
05:32
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Idle observers on caffeine binges
they sit in drab cafes and sigh
While fading Claude Monet replicas
sulk on the walls
And flip off the passersby
I know that I am an imitator
But that doesn't mean that I don't try
The observers run off to the wilderness
And so few care to question why
Now there are happy ghosts
and there are sad ghosts
And they both play tricks on you in the night
You'll be walking, thinking you're all alone
And then one of them will flick off a street light
And it's alright
Your misery's not in vain
Your misery's not in vain son
Your misery's not in vain
And there's room for so much more
Behind the ole' cerebral door
Dear youngin
We peacefully, practically, tastefully, tactfully, cleverly, joyfully, carefully fall into line.
We listlessly, hopelessly, carelessly, heartlessly, thoughtlessly, gracelessly, quietly do not mind
We know that we are all imitators
But that doesn't mean that we don't try
We court and acquire a mate of our choice
Spawn offspring and wrap it up with a tall glass of wine
No!
there are warning signs and there are vital signs
The biggest movement in mankind
regards our own frailty
So live in the image of heroes and idols
Respect from your peers - try to transcend mortality
And it's alright
Your efforts are not in vain
Your efforts are not in vain sir
Your efforts are not in vain
And when relics cut you down
Accost them with a sound
Start, “Dear drifters”
Align all instances of embracing dreams
Unite them through Pundit defiance to kiss truth goodbye
Then voluntarily lie in a river of lies
Under manicured, pampered,
Pathetic excuses for skies
You don't know/care that you are an imitator
So accept life without ever questioning why
Gaze at the addicts - a morning commute
And when you're sipping your drug shake your head and think
“Oh my to the power of five”
Drunk with conviction or sobered by doubts
I dutifully nurtured ideas of independence
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4. |
Song From A Curb
04:42
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Upon all drastic days of wavering dominion there’s always the prism to rub it all in
So vent or cough the truth from a underused, vacant telephone booth
If you are trying to make a call to a fictional savior you better show strength and you better show grace and you better show everything you got kid because you
Demanded vanishing steam and all you got was heat waves from heavily trafficked dreams
Who are you to ask for a blank page? And upon acquisition do you drop dead, do you suffocate?
Do you sink into the street waist high and sing apocalyptic songs from manholes near curbs?
Facing off against the weight of the world
To take the prism, via the blank page, stood on the curb
The clatter and clang of legacies left behind by the paper heroes who undermined the nice, the appropriate and the safe.
Though you cannot make them tangible
You can replicate with syllables the lessons that someday the world might take
Demanded flowering trees and all you got was decrepit, twisted, violent weeds
Who are you to ask for a blank page, and upon acquisition do you drop dead, do you sneak away?
Do you skip along streams hand-cuffed to the stones you threw, obsessed with some notion that they’ll never sink?
You need to think but can’t over-think
To take the prism, via the blank page, while still on the curb
You’re tidying the rooms in this perpetual, infamous queue
Begging the atoms for something to do, squeeze all mops then rinse and repeat
While the creator of scenes relaxes in ease, his conscience squeaky clean from all the mopping that you do
Demanded balanced strides and all you got were free falls from ugly angled slides
Who are you to ask for some blank page, and upon acquisition do you drop dead, do you drink and sway?
Do you tear off the labels? Cover the blue box with the printing press? Pretend that you’re not a drunk?
Your bad puns from a New Orleans bar as it sunk!
Go take the prism, via the blank page, from the curb
If you’re visiting the children in Toronto General Hospital
You may hear them singing until the bleachers are full
They’ll thank you for your attendance with their facial muscles
And by raising their heads up off their pillows
There are people who never get your chance
There’s even more that hide it behind smiles when you glance
So again I ask:
Do you sink into the streets waist high and sing, apocalyptic songs from manholes near curbs?
Do you skip along streams hand-cuffed to the stones you threw, ill advised that they’ll forever endure?
Don’t collapse under the weight of the world
And take the prism, via the page, from the curb.
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5. |
People In Relationships
04:44
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People in relationships shrug a lot of things off and they earn master degrees in affections gone soft because they do not know what it is to be alone when the benefits of solitude have begun to erode and you are a crumbling, desperate man people in relationships inhibit frowns all the time because they’re channeling smiles from the weak and the deprived because a thought doesn’t begin and end in a tragedy and they’ve never had to re-decorate the purgatory to suit their personal tastes
now what if I told you I was a juvenile man? with a penchant for envy and a well of faulty plans? would you entertain the notion of ole’ pity? or would you draft yourself an army of robots and thieves? and poison every well?
People in relationships float on fairy powder clouds and they perceive blacks as purples and see blues as browns until the acquisition of a brand new character it’s centred around feelings that reside in the unsure so I know that they will smile and that they will frown
People in relationships develop unspoken signs and they stroke the idea of a silent decline until love is dismissed like a far expired trend with the wave of a hand and a turn of the head away it is sent to crash all pleasant parties in your mind
Now what if I told you I was most deserving man? with a purity of conscience in filth-ridden land? would you entertain the notion of good luck? or would you disregard compassion for a more fulfilling fuck? and tell yourself that I’ll be coming around again?
People in relationships drop the anchor to the shore and they blur the ambition that they use to distort succumb to rules and regulations that suffocate despise the idiosyncrasies with which they used to relate until they’re living with a stranger and a foe
People in relationships can’t predict the dénouement and they think that they know what they think they oughta want until wants are replaced by the resurrection of needs “I can’t believe that he or she has changed so much” - please! You should have known that this is not a field of human expertise.
Now what if I told you to forget all the above? and realize that in a lifetime there is joy and there is blood? would you entertain the notion of a dance? would you laugh and drink and dine with me? would you give me a chance? or would you walk off looking pretty once again?
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6. |
Gabrielle
03:27
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I stood and stared
I looked from side to side
And I saw little there
The stomping close behind me
Married dust to the air
I fell asleep to specs
While shouting “Que Sera Sera”
Regardlessly
The hour glass will tumble
And the stars will crumble
Two by Two
What can you do?
I’m worried too
Squeeze through walls
Stuff domestic animals
In Lyndon Park malls
They go through many changes
They go through nothing at all
They sometimes zip up jackets
They often tie up their blues
Eventually
I’ll venture deep inside her
With my pocket applier
To make up the child
So she won’t waste a single smile
She’ll get old after awhile
And then my duty is fulfilled
Collapsing mirrors
Reflect diminished furniture
From thrifty frontiers
The cancer causing agents stick their tongues in our ears
How are you Gabrielle?
I’ve heard the orchestra’s swell
After all
A pardon must be granted
To the disenchanted
The clouds can part
Enough false starts
It’s breaking my heart
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7. |
State What You See
05:34
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Even if you
Swallowed practical pills
I hope you'd stay true
And remember the thrills
Of yanking the chains
All a'linked by the fence
That divided the soul
And this flesh of pretense
Even if I
Was stabbed in the back
This fiction would last
It's a matter of fact
For better or worse
All I've learned from my course
Is before the swing breaks
It goes back and goes forth
State what you see
As you go
Despite that you see
A small piece of the whole
State what you see
As you go
Find a dance partner
And twirl
Even if you
Were to fall off the earth
I'd meet you again
In a still universe
Where we'd blow out the stars
And turn off the moon
And burst all the planets
Like the bubbles we blew
Even if I
Was to die all alone
I would move on
I'd build a home
On Afterlife Ave.
And the friends that I'd have
Would be defendants
Of pity and valor and love
State what you see
As you go
Despite that you see
A small piece of the whole
State what you see
As you go
Find a dance partner
And twirl
As your epic trek
Is nearing it's close
And your eyelids cave in
And your struggles fold
Don't let us forget
Don't let us forget
Don't let us forget
Don't let them forget
Even if I
Am wrong all along
I'll stop and I'll watch
Before I am gone
From cyclical days
When the untainted play
And the versed might
State what they see
As they go
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8. |
Project 'Liza
02:39
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Elaine, project ‘Liza
She beat them with her eyes and
A million guns couldn’t have took her down on that day
No way!
No way!
Elaine, project ‘Liza
Found her answer in horizons
Where a million mouths couldn’t of bested what she did say
No way!
No way!
I know your world is overrun
You never had a say before it begun
The few remaining morsels to be claimed
Your famished flowers postulate for rain
Let it rain!
Let it rain!
Elaine, project ‘Liza
Masqueraded and paraded as a warrior
If you tell them as much they won’t question or such not at all
Elaine, project ‘Liza
An image flickered across the sky and
The people stood hand in hand to see
And to set her free
Stand, watch your enemies demise
Stand, watch your enemies demise
Stand, watch your enemies demise
Elaine
Why are you so tame?
All alone in your hole
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9. |
Send More Money Momma
04:45
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Send more money momma
I'm all broke
Four lanes of ambition
I'm a joker in a spoke
Michelle, ma belle
She will not call me
I'm hungry, hungover, hanging low
I won't be attending thanksgiving
I'm committed to my own plateau
Send more money momma
Keep feeding the fire
Tell me I'm exceptional
You sweet motherly liar
Send more money momma
I'm bombarded with bills
Sometime I'm gonna pay them
Just for the thrill
'Side the schawarma shop sits poor painter
He's well past artistic decline
With his foul clothes and filthy acrylics
I wonder if he'll ever draw a line
The billboard shows sexy young singer
But her stardom has come at a cost
That's not real performance you're hearing
Unless man your hearing is lost
Send more money momma
Keep feeding the fire
Tell me I'm exceptional
You sweet motherly liar
Send more money momma
Genius doesn't come cheap
I got awakened by reality
When I tried to put it to sleep
And I sometimes think of ancient days
When driven by passion untried
Shocked from what I saw float in
On the waves of adulthood's tide
Or sang the salesman to his potential clients
With survival funds in his eyes
The saint with the outstanding fines
Calls an end to the riots
I promise for you I'll keep singing
Though the songs that I sing they may change
From anthems of turbulent tangling
To shanties of protests estranged
What I fear is the fear of me fearing
But I don't want to go off the course
The D.J. says sing me a chorus
The banker dispenses the force
Send more money momma
Keep feeding the fire
I'm really really poor
And I got a bad tire
Send more money momma
I don't know what to do
I'm also quite upset
I'm upset about my shoe
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10. |
Never Found A Princess
03:19
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He said he used the map
And traveled across the whole main area
Saw once flat valleys turn to open worlds
Hit all invisible walls
Spent midnight at the mall
Never needed guidance
Nothing seemed too tough
But he's never found a princess
And his time is almost up
Every year a record's broke
And the team goes all the way
Man creates himself and he picks a side
And glory follows through
He'll tell you all about it too
With a burst of speed
And the vigor of a flashing star
But he's never found a princess
Though he's a hero at guitar
He's never found a princess
Though he can bag them from afar
Up, down, left, right
Right, right, down
Why? oh, why? oh, why?
Down, down, down, down,
Oh, down, down,
Why be down?
If expectations run too high
Things sometimes get delayed
Doesn't matter if you're a stalker or a duke
Your development stands still
You can't increase your strength or will
Your character is hurt
You don't feel content
And you'll never find a princess
Though you may find a hundred percent
The final stage of stunted growth
Is the man that can't connect
Too sensitive to settle on his aims
You can see it all around
His solution's not been found
He's a slave to a system
Of his own control
He'll never find a princess
With good caliber of soul
If he's trying to find a princess
And his hearts are always full
He'll never find a princess
If he doesn't pause with doubt
He'll never find a princes
And his time is running out
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11. |
64 Main
05:55
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I would board
Everyday
The 64 Main
To travel south
Towards the lake
Past the Go train
Past the same
Past the trying
Corner store displays
On the 64 Main
With aching eyes
And ancient thoughts
You came around
We took to talk
I once was living
You slayed me sweet
How drunk a thought to
End complete
I'm starting to think
I'd be happy in that seat
On the 64 Main
If we traveled
Hand in hand
Without diversion
Without a plan
I'd sit unguarded
If you did too
And give my simple
Self to you
Death to bullshit
The truth can stay out too
Of the 64 Main
Out the window
People divide
Improvising
Assorted lives
Passing over
Settled earth
We stop the search for
Token worth
Harmonize
There's no need to converse
64 Main
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12. |
Alowicious Lives
05:10
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Albert Camus
You came down from the sky
And sang gospel songs just to pass the time
You’re an easy-going guy
Mother Goose
You owe me a five
From the foosball match on the morning of Fri.
Guess you can only win when you’re high
I’m taking a train
To the end of the line
Then I’m skipping town when I arrive
To run and catch a train
Sings me songs
Songs of love
Because I have chosen to enrich the illusion of life
With delusions of grandeur and such X2
Busking man
You’re a king to the streets
And you win the hearts of all the minds you meet
The solace is in the song
Bill Denbrough
You stared It right in the face
And Eddie’s placebo, it could sedate
Despite what the old man said
The old are weak
And the young are strong
So the former goes and does the latter wrong
So they can rest their feet
Sing them songs
Songs of hope
And when the worlds collide we’ll slip out through the back door
And build a zeppelin from tree bark and soot
And from ten thousand feet we’ll keep an observant eye while screening
Shirley MacLaine films so look
I don’t know
What I’ve been told
Or I do but it don’t make sense at all
Decipher Alowicious fib
Newspaper
You’ll tell me the news
But you will not say what I should do
‘Cept maybe switch my bank
Nursery rhyme
Will you put me to bed?
Will you make it easier to rest my head?
Could I lose myself in thought?
Sing you songs
Songs I wrote
And near the end of time when technological feats
Have rendered human existence remote
We will find an ocean six feet underneath ground
And live forever at peace by the coast
Albert Camus
You came down from the sky
And sang gospel songs just to pass the time
You’re an easy-going guy
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14. |
Alex Grantham Toronto, Ontario
Every last thing has to go.
Drawing equally on the lyrical density of 60s Dylan, the
anti-establishment libertarian sentiments of punk-rock and the experimental leanings of a Jeff Tweedy or Scott Walker, Al Grantham weaves a unique tapestry of music and words.
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